Servinity

my mind is in a constant battle
confusion swells my brain
dressed incognito with the dwelling
sands of forgiveness
one lost moment
equaling an infinity amount of pain
confusion is my throne to insanity
love is my guide to discovery
my heart speaks in the twisted language
of self-reliance
tainted with a dash of misfortune
my eyes ignorant to the simple sight
of satisfaction
my ego, the bottomless pit
of self diseaster
i am reluctant to the bitter truths
of my unspoken past
discouraged by many
boasted by few
i was once told "i am my worst enemy"
those words hit
like a thousand knives
bolstering my perspective on everyday life
yet another lesson learned
another chance for change
This is basically a freewrite.. The rhymes just ended up in there..
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